Tuesday, August 12, 2025

Tijuana Day 4

Today was a day of pouring ourselves out—body, mind, and heart—for the women and children we came to serve. It took many forms, but in each one, I could see the hands and feet of Jesus being extended to these beloved souls.


One of the most moving moments came during what we called a spa day—something so simple, yet so profound for women whose lives have been marked by abuse, rejection, and the unrelenting weight of shame. For many, it was the first time anyone had ever washed their feet, massaged them, or painted their toenails.


I watched one young mother in particular. She laughed the entire time, her hands covering her face. On the surface, maybe she was simply ticklish. But I sensed something deeper. Her laughter, mixed with the instinct to hide, spoke of the quiet battle inside—a lifetime of shame whispering that she didn’t deserve even the smallest acts of kindness. Shame says, “You are not worth seeing. You are not worth loving.” But as the morning went on, I saw her and the others slowly relax, letting themselves receive what was meant as a blessing. By the end, they were holding up their feet, smiling as they admired the nail colors they had chosen for themselves.


The children, of course, had their own share of joy—immersed in coloring books, sketching, and crafts that kept the room buzzing with creativity. And apparently, my role as “child-holder” wasn’t limited to Sunday morning. A young boy hopped on my back for what turned into a twenty-minute piggyback ride. He laughed, he held on, and I realized my shoulders had become for him a place of safety and rest—something that can’t be taken for granted.


That’s the miracle of Deborah’s House. It’s not just a shelter—it’s a place where shame begins to lose its grip, where fear slowly gives way to trust, and where healing becomes possible. Letting go of shame, moving beyond the wounds of the past, and daring to trust again is a journey so difficult that many never make it past the first few steps.


But here, these women and children are making that journey. They are surrounded by people willing to walk beside them—for as long as it takes and wherever it takes them. They are loved because God loves them, and because He has placed them in the path of this remarkable ministry.


Today, I witnessed not just pampering and playtime, but holy ground—moments where the tenderness of Christ broke through barriers of pain, and the first rays of restoration shone into hearts that have long lived in the shadows.

Peace,
Pastor Brian :)


Day 3  (yesterday) was interesting and challenging and beautiful all at the same time. I was to work with the three very little children and one boy who is what you would call the odd man out. He’s 11 I think and not old enough for the adult activities and too old for the activities of the littles. He is kind and very sensitive, found crying inside yesterday because there was no good and obvious age group for him to fit into. Then there is the little man, 3-4 years old who was difficult to deal with during activities, disrespectful at times, but with the right person (Brian), this little boy is sweet, joyful and clings like glue. It was a great day at Debora just being with the women and children.

Day 4 (mid-day right now). What a beautiful morning. Ross, Danny and Miracle took charge of the littles and the older boy and they did a great job with activities to keep them occupied while their moms had their first ever spa experience. My friend Dawn Finney did not have any idea how significant

Lynne Punnett

FBC Ypsilanti



This was a beautiful day. Definitely our most eventful day with activities going on nonstop (the best). I was helping Danny and Miracle with the kids and with such littles, it was sort of trial and error with which activities they could/wanted to do. We tried to do some dr. Seuss flash cards but it ended up being a more adult game with the English level so we switched to coloring books which suited their fancy a bit more and they spent a solid hour coloring until we decided to introduce the next thing which was easily the favorite amongst all ages. Thanks to Dawn Finney, the grand hit were these black scratch paper bookmarks with a rainbow design when you scratched it with a wooden stick. We had so much fun writing, drawing, and scribbling on around 200 of these bookmarks, while the women received a full spa day complete with pedicures, facials, and more which was also thanks to Dawn for sending along these items. We of course ended the day with volleyball, soccer, board games, and finally chasing the kids around in a game of freeze tag- just to make sure we used every last ounce of energy before dinner and devotion. We also had a former Deborah resident come and share her story with us- the perfect ending to the most remarkable day. We are continuously being poured into as we share our love and gifts that God has given us and our team is feeling ultra blessed after this day. 

- Ross McNeel



Today me Ross and Miracle all played with the children and we had a really good time with them. We started off by just trying to play with these flash cards and teach the kids a little bit of english but that didn't last very long because the kids kind of got bored quick. So then after That we decided to do arts and crafts with the kids for mostly the rest of the day. We starting on doing some coloring with the kids they seemed to have a really good time with that. And the after that the most fun for the kids in my opinion was when We drew on these bookmark scratch off things. Ross drew a bunch of pictures for all of the kids and I attempted to draw a couple as well but didn't do too well. And then to finish the day off we played some volleyball with the mothers and then we played some soccer with the kids and then to wrap everything up we ended up playing some freeze tag which the kids absolutely loved. I must say though it really tired us out but it was really fun for us and I think it was really fun for the kids as well. And the breakfast lunch and dinner were all very good today I must say I really enjoy the food here it is very very good and definitely a change. But all glory to God as he has made all of the fun times for us and the kids/parents possible.

-Danny










2 comments:

  1. What a wonderful feeling knowing that you are able to help women and children. Praise God

    ReplyDelete
  2. Be missing on you Brother Briàn White!

    ReplyDelete